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1:39 AM

tumblr

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hello friends :) finally im done fixing my tumblr site. i'll be posting on my tumblr most of the time but i'll still update and blog here, and please don't forget to ask any questions if you have any :)

5:45 AM

quote for the day.

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4:05 AM

purikura

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what happened today:

1. WORLITE exam - it was kinda easy but then i left 2 items unanswered kasi na-blanko ako hahahaha. the funny part is muntik nakong hindi nakapag test kasi i got lost. stupid A908 room! hahaha.

2. lunch at box-in-a-rice with Gelo, Sam, Che and Lora :) Gelo got really kilig because of his newly bought IPOD CLASSIC which he named "Stefani" =)))

3. LRC mode to wait for the others

4. Taxi to RP - split yung girls and boys. ahahaha. it was super funny

5. purikura modeeee. yeah. we tried to force ourselves to fit inside the booth hahahah. weird pero cute hahaha. na-amaze yung boys sa magic tricks dun sa kabilang store hahaha

6. DQ weeeee. hahahaha yummmy :P

7. taxi back to SDA hahahaha. super funnn

8. FILIP test. yeaaaaaaah! :P


ayun lang. ahahaha. last 2 tests tomorrow :)

7:53 AM

weird much?

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first time. first time kong hindi ma-feel ang holy week. maybe because i still have classes and i've been so busy lately hahaha. it's super weird. sa sobrang hindi ko na-feel, kanina lang while hearing the mass, na-realize ko na washing of the feet pala today hahaha. labo. super madami nakong nagawa ngayong araw na toh. i was able to clean the whole house as in general cleaning x10 hahaha. nakakapagod hahaha. wala talaga akong balak magblog today, but then i felt like blogging. hahaha. weird i know.

na-feel mo na ba yung feeling na "OMG uulit nanaman ba tayo sa ganito?"

parang gusto kong masiraan ng bait. habang nasa church, nagkaron ako ng random thought: "posible parin kaya yun?" . for no reason napatanong ako. weird sobra. feeling ko super lungkot ko. i feel incomplete- meaning at the end of the day, hindi ako satisfied. hindi ako happy. incomplete in short

after nung mass, he texted me saying na he misses me daw at kung anu-anong mushy cheverloo then may finorward siyang message. WEIRD. after 12937205340 years, ngayon ko lang uli yun na-feel yun :( girlfriend instinct much? i trust him seriously. siguro napraning lang ko. :( weh. hahaha. he assured me na everything's gonna be okay and nothings' has changed, he's busy lang daw sa church because of holy week.

sabi nga ng philosphy teacher ko: "love is not about possesion" (Beley, 2009)

5:55 AM

tiring tuesday

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TUESDAY. ugh. super nakakatamad pumasok. boo. hahaha. anyways, lots of things happened today:

1. Philoma - oh yea. last Philoma class. goodbye sir Dax. hahaha. i thought i was exempted in taking the final exam for this subject, but unfortunately i need to take it coz im not sure if im on the safe side or not :| Sir gave us a hint/preview on what's gonna appear on the exam. HELLO KAHIT SABIHIN NIYA, I DOUBT KUNG SINO MAKAKASAGOT NUN SA SOBRANG HIRAP. hahaha.

2. Bestfriends - finally. nakita ko narin silaaaa we managed to see each other despite of our busy schedule


[i shall edit this post tom]

5:31 AM

update

| nothing much. gusto ko lang mag update :) btw, here's my latest design on Polyvore

how i wish i can have them :( haha. i can't wait for my vacation. i know its super tagal pa :( i need to be in school like mga 2 pa i think. BOO school. :( hahaha anyways, it's Mama's birthday on wednesday, and is still don't know what to give her :| ugh. im super busy right now and i really don't know why i still plurk, facebook, multiply, and polyvore at the same time when i should be doing my paperworks :(

things to accomplish:
[ ] Comski final paper
[ ] study for finals
[x] read A DOLL' S HOUSE for worlite
[ ] gift for mama
[ ] what to give/ to do on our 2nd anniv

haay. super nakakapagod :| there are times na i would think that im such a failure, i keep on doing the same mistakes over and over again :| i don't know how to make things right or to start things right. ugh. weird.

i shall start doing my comski paper. NOW. ahaha. later. :)

8:30 PM

weird

| i feel like giving up. :| i haven't seen him for like 2 weeks now :( i know that we both need each other now. magkaiba kami ng problema and yet we feel na we both need each other. i was talking to him over the phone at 1:30 in the morning. EMERGENCY DAW. i thought it was nothing but that nothing turned out to be SOMETHING. it's weird and nakakainis. i never expected this.

i can't pretend that everythings gonna be okay, but I'LL TRY. :| im not really sure what's gonna happen tomorrow or next week or next month. our relationship is being put to test. :| as in parang FINALS level na hahaha.

Days from now we'll be celebrating our 2nd year. woooot. gusto kong ma-excite and all pero hellooo im stressed with a lot of things, i don't know where to start, i don't know how finish things. ewan ko. wala akong alam :|

wala nakong future. :(

I miss him. he's planning to go here yesterday, we're supposed to watch DVDs and help me with projects, but unfortunately he can't due to family emergency. :| i know its reasonable pero until when magiging reasonable? ayokong maging BRAT. gets? ayokong pilitin siya if it's really not possible. i know he needs me know, and i do too. pero hindi ko alam kung pano? :(

"i crave your touch, i crave your lips, i miss so much the excitement of your kiss... my heart won't behave. it's your love that i still crave.."